Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I 19 feb 2008 7:27pm I
as it is.. a new blog = new beginning.. i can finally put behind the teases from my lousy friends about my cheesy old blog.. ( which i've deleted btw)
maybe i shudnt have cut my hair.. because my mum warned me against it n thou i dunno wad the consequences were.. i certainly think that maybe yesterdays fight was in some way linked to it. since we heaven really fought in quite awhile.
its a bad start to the year. n considering we almost made it.. these 15 fateful days. but then we din.
i think im in a quarrelsome mood. because simply, i din think i was in the least bit wrong. thou i must admit i must have sounded spiteful and deliberate at some point in time.
i dun see anything wrong with enjoying outings and bitching sessions with my kakis. thou i do acknowledge the fact that yes, i know i do neglect you sometimes. n maybe more often now. but i did make an effort to not go out so much n spend time talking to you instead.
wadever the outcome of the quarrel is between us.. i want to let you know. i dun like to plead with you to come out with me or do anything when you say go ahead or i dun want. why cant you just take it that i really want your presence when i ask, because i do. if you din know it then. now you do.
i want to end with something philosophical n deep so my post wunt look so childish like im reporting my every move. but i just cant think of anything. oh well.
itwasallyellow. at 7:15 PM