Tuesday, August 26, 2008
different ppl have different ways of handling disappointment. some ppl just shrug it off. some keep it in n like a dormant volcano, have the potential to blow up one of these days. im the one who wears my heart on my sleeve. i dun hide. i dun try to play with your mind.somethings are meant to be forgiven n forgotten. such cases are rare and far between but it doesnt mean they dun happen. dun lose hope yet cux maybe i just will and you'll be surprised.
these moments will not be forgotten. n rest assure. they'll keep coming. :)im sorry i heaven really been talking to you on the phone. its just that trainings end late and i got to feed my hungry stomach and bathe n all. i guess it'll get better once sch starts cux then you wun have to sleep so early...
on another note. ivp is really getting crowded. its like when its almost work time or sth then the train is always pack. same logic here. its almost competition time so there's an influx of players. we had 17 freaking players for a friendly match today. normal trainings? 11 is the most ive seen. life is so unfair that its not measured by the effort that you put in. but by your achievements. hais. acutally i just hope i can get the NTU spirit jacket. lol. but truthfully most of the time im on court my mind is almost blank. like wiped out n i cant remember wad im supposed to do. must be the blueblack i got. but yes, not exactly the makes of a good player. darn.
*reallyhopeicgwillbefunnnnnn!!!!
itwasallyellow. at 12:45 AM