Friday, August 22, 2008
你笑着说 他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔我的不安
那么沉重只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
太晚我才懂 爱了你太多
nice song sang by nicky lee from machi. his voice is so super soothing and nice. like ppl with insomia can sleep while listening to his songs!
i tot the lyrics were somewhat apt for something that happened. the problem with me is. i always really do think too much. but i wonder if its wrong to do so. i guess the more i think the worst it makes me feel and then it affects everyone. but somehow its not really up to me to control. thoughts just come and go. especially when i have stretches of time alone by myself.
training was ok yesterday, i love sprinting up and down the court knowing that i have the stamina and the strength. but i still need to work on my defence. keep cosying up to the ppl i mark. too close for comfort. my baluku is still really pain. it hurts when i open my jaw wide. and it hurts when i gently prod it. sucks.
sometimes when ppl are too nice. its a little scary.
assignments due! i hate school:(
*missclaritycafe is a NO GO. service is slow. fish under cooked. total waste of time n money!
itwasallyellow. at 2:51 PM