Wednesday, August 26, 2009
its not been the best of days. just yesterday my ex team mate was telling me about all those ppl being fielded and not putting in their best while those on the bench are raring to go but not given the chance. in my sad case. im raring to go but i dun think i'll make much of a different or worse become a liability. thats sad isnt it. that feeling of immense helplessness.
shite happens. im sorry. its just at that moment i dunno what came over me. i know its one time too many. and i know it sucks to have to take attitude from someone who asked you for help..

this is how we look when we quarrel. im sure its normally the other way round cux im the irritating one kicking up a fuss most of the time and starting it all. damn. dunno wads wrong with me.
i just hope that i'll be able to see you tmr. thats all i want.

cause i know everything will be fine when i see you.. cause i want it to be and i'll do anything for it to be. really.
itwasallyellow. at 3:04 AM