Friday, December 11, 2009

edit: i heart you. _____________________________________________

perhaps the time has come for me to end my hiatus from blogging.



im alone on a friday night. accompanied by a glass of wine and my laptop. thats all ive got tonight.




i guess i should get used to that. in the end its not you. its me. i need to let go. cux this is part and parcel.. and we have to get thru this to progress.. or...




im terrified. of that inevitable day that seem to be looming ever so closely. ive never been so afraid of you leaving me.. i dun think i would survive it.. exaggerating but true.




but this is all me. and perhaps the alcohol is getting to me. and perhaps.... so many perhaps...
because maybe it is. and its just me. i really do hope so.because i dun think ive smiled in the days i haven seen you.

itwasallyellow. at 11:39 PM