Friday, April 24, 2009
ok. i am seriously freaking out about my grades. swear. i have nightmares every few days!! oh my god-ed-ness.ok latest nightmare update. must have been the deadly combination of harry potter and the worrying. well for those who do read hp. they get their results from erm owl mail. so i got my results from singpost. haha. im not that siao yet. and zj was the one who called me to go check my letter box and all. and alas, when i opened my results slip i got 2 c+!!! i was like how freaking sad. no more stipend can anot. damn super sad!!! arghhh. so yes, i got the bloody c+ for DURIAN TASTING. PDT 301. Principles of Durian Tasting. wtf. hahaha. but it was like so real in my dream i was like devastated and zj was like in the backgrd saying wad he got As and Bs. and then i got a shock when i saw my IM results. like i got J8. like what the shite is that can. hahah. worst than F9??!! hahah. ok warped dreams.
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anw, i finished the twilight series and am looking like super looking forward to the last instalment althou they seem to have like nothing to write about anymore since its like pretty much happily ever after alrey but im sure the volturi will be back to stir shite soon. haha. but its good if you like vampires and shape-shifters stuff kinda thing la.
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anw. jap cucumbers at GS was so good today its like a new dish and i really like it man yoyoyo. i tried to cook it but to no avail. sigh
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anw i think SS supermarket is very cruel. oh my god. like they started selling soft shell turtles??!!! what the hell. seriously, turtles are not like fishes or prawns you know. its like when you want to kill them they know and they will cry to beg you not to kill them??!! that is like how super cruel and they're supposed to live till a ripe old age but they're just snuffing the life outta these poor creatures when they have spare time in the afternoon cux got lesser customers or sth and like even go and cut out their shell and like nicely arrange the inarts inside so that it will look good!!?? that is sick man i wanted to cry at the supermarket man. but it'll be like quite embarassing. and im really want to go buy them all and set them free cux they're just waiting to die there. its damn sad. please boycott turtle eating!!!!
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expectations expectations. they really make or break you. and when you come to these in a rs. i believe its a matter of not imposing your expectations on the inconvenience of the other partner. yes it is important to have expectations. but there is also a thin thread that it hangs by precariously that will become too taut for comfort for the person you impose it on. and thats when the imbalance sets in and tempers flare and no one is happy anymore.
we need to make realistic expectations of each other and not idealistic expectations.
dun keep saying you want me to do it cux i want to not cux you want me too. because if you didnt say what you want how would i know??!! im not psychic i cant mind read. say it out loud and we'll work it out. dun pull stunts and play mind games with me. we've been tgt like how long do we need to stoop so low? hais. i dun want to quarrel with you especially now when your like having exams.
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ok, napfa at ny is not bad. 60 in 2 days of work is ok. but my voice is erm not on tiptop condition. oh well. lucky theres a long break till the next one. and ok like the worst thing ever happen. im in charge of sit ups and like i accidentally stepped on this girl's hair while she was like super vigoriously doing her sit up!!?? and a big bunch of hair fell out and she screamed damn loud. damn scary all the hair everywhere i was damn scared she ask me for like compensation for bald spot or sth. but heng she was ok. i almost wanted to like secretly add more sit ups for her. haha.
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its back to slacking everyday now. nth to do nth to look forward to. damn fucken sian. just kill me. im rereading my hp series again. thats how bored i am. and i think i will finally restudy my rusty japanese. hais.
boringgggggggggg. more mj please ppl.
itwasallyellow. at 11:47 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
well since im printing all my IM stuff now, i might as well blog. OMG. toc is finally done! goodness, it was a torturous 13 weeks with presentations that are not graded, presentation n report, YPI and finally this coaching assignment. its worst than writing a full fledged research paper!! well, im almost done for the sem save for tb's last wrap up lesson and SS!!
petty all snuggled up and warm hugging my baby bolster and under the blanket.
you think his sleeping??!! no way, this guy wakes up at the slightest noise and stares at you with his big watery eyes..
on the way to a 1st birthday party. the latest but not very new addition to mum's side of the family. why does it always rain on sundays???
uncle seem to like the peranakan cuisine qutie abit n always orders from this caterer to the dismay of my maternal grandma. hahah. the food's ok la.
at the buffet table!! yummy..
the birthday girl playing with a packet of wet wipes and eating her porridge. shes wearing a very cute little checkered dress thou.
mr bo gay puah rui jie seen here eating all alone at the corner by himself. his very smart and hid the otah that he din finish in the banana leaf so that he would have to really finish it up.
this is matthew, the bday girls brother. n everytime i see him, sth bad happens to me. like the time he peed onto me while i was carrying him. we were at shenton way. n yesterday i was so nice feeding him fruits, he overturns the bowl full of watermelon juice onto my lap. i was wearing white berms. FML
jonny carrying the very unwilling victim.
tryign to steal a piece of the cake while no one's watching. his dad actually din allow him to eat too much cake cuz its bad for health, so when i told matty, lets go n eat some cake, dun let daddy know. clever fella replied, ok, we go that corner. his 3 this year.
the happy family:)
lo and behold, the 109 dollar cake. it was really delicious thou.
he agrees:) haha.
the bad teaching the young to be bad. looks like bully asking for protection money!
well, thats all for a tiring afternoon of watermelon juice and scratches from matty. i must retire to my little kids cosy corner for a long awaited rest.itwasallyellow. at 3:35 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
i just had the weirdest shite ass dream.i had a pet prawn. like huge pet prawn size of my palm. n i was cleaning it down. n i broke its spine and it died in my hands n i cried like shit. as if prawns can live out of water. as if they have spines. but i could seriously smell the ocean on it. weird.
i think i got stressed out by my toc test.
fug.
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my week of misery has extended with all the datelines extended meaning i actually have to work my ass off this weekend. shite.
itwasallyellow. at 9:28 PM