Wednesday, August 26, 2009
its not been the best of days. just yesterday my ex team mate was telling me about all those ppl being fielded and not putting in their best while those on the bench are raring to go but not given the chance. in my sad case. im raring to go but i dun think i'll make much of a different or worse become a liability. thats sad isnt it. that feeling of immense helplessness.shite happens. im sorry. its just at that moment i dunno what came over me. i know its one time too many. and i know it sucks to have to take attitude from someone who asked you for help..
this is how we look when we quarrel. im sure its normally the other way round cux im the irritating one kicking up a fuss most of the time and starting it all. damn. dunno wads wrong with me.i just hope that i'll be able to see you tmr. thats all i want.
cause i know everything will be fine when i see you.. cause i want it to be and i'll do anything for it to be. really. itwasallyellow. at 3:04 AM
Monday, August 24, 2009
you know that really happened when we were at tcc last sunday. sitting opposite you suddenly took my breath away.. 4 years into this.. im still falling in love with you everyday..:)cant wait to see you on weds!!:)
itwasallyellow. at 10:19 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
why i think i need a new roommate:
1. she took out 2 freaking shite heavy bags of clothes and lay them at my feet. only to walk off with the light ones and I HAD TO CARRY THOSE.
2. she stole our shoe rack back. the one that she left in hall to throw away, from the neighbour leaving diagonally opposite us.
3. she left me to carry the dvd rack while ranting behind me that i made the shelves drop. "ah, see la see la. i see how you carry later."
4. laugh at the old songs i play.
5. and that stupid sports corner. for ants right.
ok i think thats enough reasons. and she borrow my bedsheet somemore. AFTER COMPLAINING THAT THEY ARE ALL MOON AND STARS AND BASICALLY NOT VERY COOL. HATES.
anw... to the missus, i know sch is starting again and that sucks for both you and i. buttttttt. we'll try to find as much time as we can to meet alright? i promise!
goodnight:)itwasallyellow. at 2:56 AM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
what is love without fights.you fight because you love the other too damn much and because you care too much and the fear of losing the other consumes you and render you unable to think with your mind and end up following your heart too much.
we all do that.
yes, love isnt love without the fights. but love isnt love too without faith and trust. faith in that person that she is wholeheartedly yours. trust in that person that she will no doubt be loyal only to you. trust that she will be able to take care of herself whilst having fun with her friends.
i can do that for you or at least i know i tried to for you. can you do that for me?
the days are closing in. will it be one. or will it be two. you decide.
itwasallyellow. at 3:26 PM