Thursday, February 4, 2010
and i think i may have brought it upon myself. now that im hanging neither here nor there. cause the heart says stay. maybe, just maybe one day. but the head says shes gone for good. but still i stay. knowing that everyday my heart shatters into a million pieces seeing you type all those stuff on msn.. cause just sometimes when you say nice things to me. it makes the pain easier to endure and everything ok. even if it was just for awhile.
cause all i need is that familiarity. and i come running back.its one of those days i wish i could just disappear into thin air. cause nth will turn back time and its unrealistic to wish for anything more. i hate myself for being so emo. i wish every single thought doesnt bring me back to you. i wish i could be brave and let it all go. cause i know you are really slowly and surely leaving and never coming back.
but i still cant help but love you.
itwasallyellow. at 4:33 AM