Sunday, February 14, 2010
its the first day of the new year. but i dun feel any different.i still feel like crap.
the thing about these visitings. they give you too much time to sit and brood by yourself.
and i think about the past 4 new years we sort of spent tgt. at least i know we would talk on the eve.. and we would be the first to wish each other....
the ones where we msg each other incessantly wishing we could meet up instead of all the endless meaningless visiting.
i miss how we used to msg.
i miss how we would try to meet up as soon as possible.
i wish we had more time.
i wish.. we never had to grow up. then i would never have to lose you.
if i just lay here.. would you lie with me and just forget the world...would you ever regret not taking the chance?
itwasallyellow. at 11:56 PM