Saturday, April 9, 2011
it felt like forever
cause some nights i wonder how you are and what you are doing. but i never ever muster up the courage to give you a call. the funniest thing about it is the fact that im actually afraid that i would be at a loss for words when i hear your voice. n then.. i would crumble once more. 
i would never know. because i believe life promises to be better without me. 
and i never want to go through this shite ever again. but i still do love you. to the ends of the world. 
i hate that even though it bothers me so much. i cant do anything about it. 
and this goodbye seems to be it.itwasallyellow. at 3:31 PM